Monday, September 28, 2009

The Amazing Life of Following the Lord

So here is how life is going for me at the moment. In the last few month I have started a new job, moved into a new apartment, found a new boyfriends, got hired at another new job, broke up with said boyfriend, and enjoyed every minute of it.

I know that God has a plan for me. I am just a little tired of trying to figure out what it is. I love the Church and always will. I trust the Lord implicitly, sometimes I just wish that it was on my time and not on his.

So first- the new job. I started working at the Utah State Hospital in June. I love it. I am basically a glorified babysitter. It is an amazing job that makes me want to be a therapist even more.

Second- I moved into a new apartment. In the same complex. My roommates are simply amazing. I love them. Finally I have some roommates, that are not my best friends, that rock. We all keep the apartment clean and we all love the church and we all love each other. The apartment has such a good feel about it that sometimes I want to cry out to God with gratitude over this amazing change from my last roomies. Thank you to them if they are reading this.

Third I found a new boyfriend. His name is Brian. I did love him very much. But crap happened and now we are no longer together via my breaking things off. He wants another chance, but I don't know what to do. I hope God has an amazing guy in store for me because I has had a few really bad ones. Brian was pretty good, but struggled in some important ways.

Forth- I got hired onto the Childrens Unit at the Hospital. I work afternoons. I love it so much. It has been my favorite unit since I first went there and now I get to go there every day!!! I love going to work and dealing with children. Looks like I finally picked the right career path.

Fifth- the Break up. I miss having a boy to hold me and for me to hug and kiss. It makes me sad, but I trust that someday I will find someone amazing. I just hope and pray that it is soon. Most of my friends are married or are with someone or pursuing someone. I just want someone to pursue me that is worthy. Is that so much to ask?

I love life. Sometimes it is hard, but I trust that God will guide me as long as I ask him for help. Which I tend to do pretty frequently. So pray for me and if you happen to have an single, attractive, Church loving male friends then hook me up please. ;)